My Life In Taylor Swift’s Words

There is not one girl in this messed up world who doesn’t have a Taylor Swift song in their life. So I made this page to show how many of them are like letters from one of my bestest friends (Please listen to every word because they all own their own meaning and mood)

This song is about what the preacher says before going on with a wedding ceremony. It’s also one of the two words that most people are scared of. Because sometimes we don’t want to speak but Taylor Swift got me to speak now. So there was this new kid (Parker btw one of my crushes) and Sydney (former friend) asked him when he just stepped into the school. I liked him but knew he wasn’t the kind of guy that will say yes to a girl just because…he has to LIKE her. And I respect that but of course at lunch Sydney’s all like (“he must be gay ugh”). A few days passed and she was still asking himm! So one time when Jacy made me sit by him… :p He asked me and Jacy if he should date Sydney and he said that everybody says that he should but she seems desperate. So this song was going in my head.

You know the hole in your heart? Well I wasn’t lucky enough to get that, instead I got Tyler. Man, he was cute, nice, sweet, then it was like he wasn’t him… :’( It hurt me and he just ripped my heart right out of my hands and threw it down on the ground and stomped on it. He crumbled it to pieces…no amount of tape, stitches, or staples could ever close the cuts no amount of love can clean the wounds and scars left from him.

This song is the most personal. I actually broke up with Tristen for Tyler (best move ever right? ) And when I looked back at Tristen after I told him bye I actually cried and my heart tried to warn you but Tyler had already poisoned me and it was too late. Tristen tried to fight for me…but I think it hurt him the more I told him no. I really am sorry Tristen! If I could blare this song across the world and dedicate it to you that’s what I’d do all the time. I hope one day you can forgive me….

Okay well this song is to Parker (not kidding I really like him) he doesn’t have a gf but this is a warning to all the girls…well I guess it could be to Lizzie or something…?? (btw she’s real nasty and flirts with everybody! even the teachers,,, e.e) Also maybe again to Sydney. Point is Parker belongs with meeee! :’D

Ah..another song to Mr.Heart Breaker (Tyler). This song is about when he broke up with me. So we were texting and he said “its over” I begged and cried and then he texted “okay fine” so we were together. Next day was a Taneyville Tournament (we were both on the B-ball team) so we got to have a pizza party…Tyler was acting weird so I had Courtney go over and ask if we were still together (I hid behind a table lol) she comes back and says, “He said no then high fived the guys…” Was she sad…uh no. But while she smiled a weird smile my whole world spun like a top I looked at him as he met my eyes he looked away and laughed. I ran to the bathroom and while I ran the cafeteria echoed with evil laughs. Anyone that came in the restroom was only there to tell the guys how I was crying like a baby. The coach came in to tell me we were leaving and she helped me calm down. I wasn’t about to burst my heart’s sadness at my coach but she was all I had so I ran into her arms and cried. (Worst game ever) Of course a broken heart isn’t good for a stupid tournament. But…he laughed. They all did. Every. Single. One. And even before the text break up he broke up with me at Church! Then the next day I asked “Why?” He didn’t need me to explain what I was talking about. “You did this. You talk bad about me behind my back. And your so desperate. I said no!” And his blue eyes that were tunnels to a pool of light turned black as he once again said no. (btw no is the worst word ever! unless ya know some dude comes with some smokes and that’s when you run and say NOOOOOooo!) Okay I’m typing too much…next video!

Okay I’m about to tell you the most saddest, yet so sweet love story ever! So this song is to my first love: Austin. We have serious history. We met eyes in first grade. But he made a canyon between me and (probably one the people in the world I love the most) Annie. So it was Ausitn and Emily in September. Then Annie and Austin in October. But in fifth grade Annie moved to Alaska (miss her bunchess!) So it was Austin and Emily. Ausitn lives like maybe 15 yards so sometimes we’d take walks and got to each others house. He was my first REAL kiss. We were so close and yet so far about. He even gave me a ring in fifth grade and we got fake married. But…*tear* Anyways, he is another scar on my heart. There’s one for every guy. I’d list em’ off but there’s too many. Like there’s Jordan (hate him to freakin DEATHH), Austin, Tyler, Ty, and more.

Okay, apparently now I have to go so I’ll post more later.